Dienstag, 30. November 2010

Some memes...uhm

I wasnt even able to do the day meme properly..so I will only continue with day 4 XD Eventually I will finish them all

Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

Speaking mainly of recently
∞ What do people (recently especially my workmates) think about me
∞ the never ending siam shade revival-hope xD
∞ What Anime I should watch!?!
∞ My family
∞ I would be weird not to mention him.....Hideki? XDDDD Well I don't know..but I never had a time that there wasn't a person I adored and talked about like at least once a day. It's what you call..well more.."long-time obsessions" ? XDDD Since I am a child I have this problem that I can't shut up...lol
∞ Health...cause I often have back blockages which make my breast bones hurt so I have to move my shoulders in a weird way to get rid of the blockade...etc >_<
∞ Work, I guess o_o

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And because I saw nice memes in Vanü's LJ .....XD

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. Yvonne
02. Yvi
03. Doci

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. Docilein
02. Dr_Pain
03. Rainknell

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. My feet
02. My lips
03. My hands (well since I had the oven accident in august..I dont like my left hand that much anymore XD since the part where I burnt myself has still another colour...hmm)

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. My nose
02. My fatty belly and thighs XD
03. My agressive and moody me...and also that part who thinks that so many things are just annoying...lol

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. Germany
02. France
03. Poland

Well there is only one more I have..Denmark :)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (or mostly creep you out):
01. Spiders
02. Horror-Movies (well after I watched them I am one of those people who turn paranoia and almost shit in their pants at night XD)
03. My Life (lol)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. Cigarettes
02. Coffee
03. Music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. a turqoise shirt
02. Grey short jogging trousers
03. a bra (XD)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
01. Siam Shade
02. Kanjani8
03. DETROX

Nothing changing..uhm sorry xD

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
01. DETROX - Bitter Pill (Japanese version....<33333 I just wish I had a better version and not only 128kbps xD)
02. ONE OK ROCK - Liar  (somehow only the beginning of the song is the reason for me to play it xD)
03. uhmm...

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
01. Try to pass various exams (driver license, practical work exam, theoretical exam...)
02. to use my vacation meaningfully
03. To get my old meat talk to me at least once LOOL

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is optional):
01. Honesty/Straightforwardness
02. Trust
03. freedom 

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
01. I love my cellphone
02. My TV is oldfashioned
03. I hate pumpkin

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01.  Eyes and lips
02.  Hands...and also arms and shoulders...but nice hands are just...aaaw..grabby xD
03.  a nice formed ass :D

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
01. sleep enough..I never manage it to sleep in order to be perfectly awaken and fresh o_O
02. quit smoking
03. find my destined person o_o

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. translating
02. chatting with Ha-chan (thats a real hobby I already do for 6 years almost every day when I can xD)
03. sleeping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
01. Sleeping
02. continue watching episode 32 of Tegami Bachi Reverse
03. something you dont want to know *smutty mind* O_o

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. geriatric nurse
02. uhm........

I never had any idea what career I want to consider..it's always just like I do what's coming to me o_o

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
01. Japan :D
02. Denmark cause I want to visit Mitte =3
03. tba LOL

THREE KID'S NAMES:
No Idea. Leave me alone with children for now xD

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. shake hands with Hideki and tell him the truth about my evil me..or let's rather say..confess..not about what you think...LOL...it's something evil I did o_o
Honestly I don't really have thinks like dreams that I have to do before I die...maybe those ideas will come to my mind after getting older?

Mittwoch, 24. November 2010

meme day 2 + 3

Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

I am not creative thats why I wont think too hard about stuff which is unknown...

∞  I hate R'n'B, hiphop and anything synthetic.which means stuff like voice changings..etc. Though sometimes there are rare exceptions.
∞ I hate it if people try to make me love something...no I dont need your recommendations if I don't ask you.
∞  I love sweets...cookies, chocolate...cake...Ö_Ö..and actually I try to hate chips cause I know cause I know if I start eating it I can't stop. that's why I always try to reject lol
∞ After 5 years I am into Animes again since Dorama started to become boring o.o
∞ Since I started amebapigg I finally realized what a nice game BLACK JACK is! <3 xDD
∞ I have a smutty mind >__>
∞ I love my feet and toes Ö_Ö <33333
∞ I dont mind being alone..I rather enjoy it not getting annoyed by anyone.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
∞ You like Hideki
∞ You give me Hideki as present
∞ You are friends with Hideki
∞ You look like Hideki
∞ You sing like Hideki
∞ You speak like Hideki
∞ You act like Hideki
∞ You are Hideki

ALL FAKE!! I have NO idea how you can win my heart. Just stay the way you are and I will try to love you LOL

Montag, 22. November 2010

Meme... day 1

meme stolen by [info]tarantye_no
Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

∞  After such a long time we are still talking like everyday. It might be all random but I am really glad that I can talk to you about everything. Actually there was never any time I thought that there is something left I could never tell you. That's why I am really grateful. Thanks for everything so far and thanks that I had the chance to get to know you.

∞  I wonder if I still was there, when you would still be alive. I really wonder. Indeed right after the time you died..I was glad that they didn't misuse it..but then they used it...which made me feel kind of...weird. I mean this was only a body...but you know...for me this wasn't only a body but a part of you..and someone the body I have spoken to. And more than this..it was the name I will never forget although your real name was different.

∞ You have all become strange. This point goes to different people..not to one specific..but to a certain group of my life. Or maybe it's me who has become strange..or let's just say..I blame the huge change this year we all went through.

∞ I don't know you for a long time yet. But you are seriously a kind person that's why I am glad to got to know you

∞  Who the hell are you. You might not be handsome..but still somehow you are interesting...well inside handomeness maybe I guess.

∞ You don't care at all what I write so don't even think that I care for the dull of stuff you write. But on the other hand..you are a kind person..so I don't really know what I should think about you.

∞ I love you. Yes I seriously do though it's probably in an other way people might think I do.

∞  From the day when I was born till today I am happy to have you. We all might have had hard time together, but without you I wouldn't know where I am today. I know you always just wanted the best for me...I really appreciate this..and so I also love you even though I might not always be able to show that I appreciate it. I am sorry for that.

∞ In the end I am happy that it wasn't you but I would never tell you..cause I guess you would be hurt.

∞  You are a crybaby, annoying and I totally can't stand anything of your superficial behaviour. Sorry but yes it's true...seeing what you do, makes me horribly mad.

Samstag, 13. November 2010

this sweetness which never seems to fade

No words..are enough!!
got my detrox dvd yesterday finally

♥♥♥♥

Quality sucks coz its phobuckettbut I can't
put it on youtube cause I planned not getting killed by Hideki

Dienstag, 9. November 2010

09 November 2010 @ 22:05

"I somehow I hate my life, everyday i have to go to this and that place..blah it's so stressful..."
- "That's just because you finally have a life. The last 2 years you were only vegetating."
Thank you fat jobless guy for your kind words. But I will tell you one think...well I actually won't tell you cause I write it here.
What life means to you and what life means to me are 2 different kind of things. Working and stress is not life for me if there are not any happy moments. Speaking of that what you call "vegetating", it was more enjoying. It didn't make me feel more alive but it least I was a little bit happier.
What is a life if you are all the time tired..you get up tired..stay tired all day...go to bed..and wake up tired again. Too bad I want at least a little bit of my freetime..so I have to set priorities...enjoy my freetime to give me at least a few happy moments on one day, or sleep and sleep so that the whole day just consists of school, using vehicles, eating and sleeping. Yeah what a nice life. Especially it's full of variety.

Thinking like that...isn't life useless...