Sonntag, 10. Januar 2010

What if...

I wonder what would happen if I start to hate someday what I love right now. I seriously think about it.
What I mean is..it's like when you have a relationship with someone for so many years and then you break up, what is this..such waste of time.
But if you look closely at it, anything can be a waste of time. I never want come to the point in my life...oh wait it already happened. Things like "why did I like (to do) that" such moments are nothing new..but I never want to face a certain event which totally changes my likes. In case it happens, well you can't do anything about it I guess. But when I think about it now, it feels like I would have totally wasted time and I guess I would regret it. Oh oh...my thoughts get weirder with every day.
I also wonder where are all the night owls went to I used to chat with the whole night. I don't even remember with whom I chatted with so many nights within the last 5 years.
Hachan went to bad early, but somehow I can remember it was not only her I talked all night with. Things changed without  noticing. It seems like I am the only person who is the same forever. Maybe it wouldn't be bad if I would change a little bit too.

Tomorrow I will tramp through the snow together with my mum to help her with her work. Not looking forward to it...but doing something helpful like that form time to time is also refreshing.
Nothing more to say for now. o.o
There is a gross movie on tv which I don't get. lol

Dienstag, 5. Januar 2010

✄ Mini Friendscut

but nothing serious so its actually not even necessary to mention as there is not really a change...just some dead journals. Although there are actually more dead ones but how could I delete my rl friends? :O

3 days left till hachan is back. Oh god I never thought I would so look forward to it. I don't know what happened to everyone but apparently they are all busy with their life? XD I mean thats nothing bad but for uncreative people like me..hmm..I remember in the past (must be long time ago like 6 years ago) I was much more creative. I wrote a lot of ffs offline (and without computer) at that time...and I made several big self drawn posters for my wall..hmm. However you need to consider that back then my hobbys and the stuff I listened to was different too.
I think the list of what I don't want to do  would be longer than the things on the list that I want to do. I think the want-to-list is empty right  now. then i will just play dragon quest monsters again XDDDDDD *puts on want.tolist* BB

Montag, 4. Januar 2010

Hachan im MSN. Aber natürlich aus Portugal...

ha-chan ~ sagt:
*schick mir ma nen ae
*also mit punkten
Sie haben gerade einen "Rrring!" von               ~ ha-chan ~          erhalten!
 ~ ha-chan ~ sagt:

*loooooooooooooos
 ♫ Doci    sagt:
*o_______O


*xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*schick mir ma nen ae sagt se xDDDDDDDD

~~~~~~~

fand ich gut xDDDDDDDDDDD
vor allen wofür sie es gebraucht hat.
sie wollt "die päpstin" googlen xDDDDDDDD

Randomness is random


Why can't my environment be nicer when looking out of the window? :/

あけましておめでとうございます。
今年も相方K-A-Z君と力を合わせて
頑張って行こうと思ってますので、
応援よろしくお願いします。 栄喜
 ❤❤❤

Need to write it down here as well: NEWSHFAN BANNED ME FROM COMMENTING! ;______;
OH GOD THIS MAKES ME SO SAD! I am thinking of committing suicide, seriously!