Montag, 6. September 2010

Can't sleep...noooez

Have to get up in 2 hours. D:
It's only the fault of my animexx chat friend friends that I am not tired at all coz yesterday they kept me awake till 5am so I ended up sleeping till 4pm and this naturally leads to the point that I can't sleep now.

When I tried to fall asleep I was thinking about...that it already feels like at least 4 weeks since my last day at work. But truth is, it's not even one week yet. Last week at that time I was sleeping and preparing for my last work day for the first phase.
So it's also just one week ago since I saw my "lover" but it really feels like...ages.
Thinking that I need to go to school for another 3 weeks without being able to go to work and see him, frustrates me a lot. o.o It might just be a crush but I really miss it somehow...though technically speaking I can imagine on my first day he will have his week off. Or maybe he will be there and I will be hell surprised? ..Hmm..I shouldn't think about this stuff yet, it's too far away to catch. Should think about stupid school for 3 further weeks...well it's not that stupid but I hate going there by train everyday or well...I hate the fact that I have to go to school in general for such a long period. Good for me that I only have 7 school weeks left this year..rest is work. D:

Ah I am such a sad sad being..not even able to write about anything else than work etc. But I have nothing left ongoing..since I already wrote the good things in the other entry, and actually there is not that much left I need to write about in general. Usually I only write about the things which affect me the most in positive and negative view. zzZ
So now I can decide if I try to sleep for 1 3/4 hours or if I do boring stuff on here...hmm I feel cold..:/

Sonntag, 5. September 2010

YES YES YES

YEEEEEEEEEEES!

Release date for detrox dvd is out!
And siam shade tribute release date is also out!!
Both 27th October....yeeeeeees!! So looking forward to it XDD
To the DVD more though <3
This means fangirling wihich will drive me over the edge :DDDD

and oh...anything else...eh no...found my best friend from elementary school today on some social site..and was like "WTF FINALLY!"
Wrote a short message to her right away if she still remembers me.

Need to get up early tomorrow again..latest 5am...dude..I hate it. Want to go to work again. That's only half as stressful :(

Dienstag, 31. August 2010

死にたくなるくらいドライブしてしまったんやろう

First working month over.
Yesterday I arrived at my lovely home again. <3
Today I had my first driving lessons for 2 1/2 hours. I was really scared while driving and can't think that I have to continue these kind of trips to the hell again XDDD
Tomorrow is my first day at school ! Well...jobschool or how do you call it in English. (Too lazy to look it up) looking forward to meet up with my collegue from my work place..cause she's in the same class...so I guess we will sit next to each other at least xD
Also went to the dentist today again. After something of my tooth fell apart again, it was repaired today...but I think on 14th..when I have my next dentist date I will ask her to check this one other tooth cause it hurts when drinking hot stuff like coffee etc (>_<)

So..all I have to do today is...well much to do...instead of doing all these kind of stuff I prefered doing nothing at all and was just relaxing in front of my laptop. Well I also went to the train station with my mum in the early afternoon to buy my train ticket for this month. She drove me and payed cause I am still waiting to get my first loan on my bank account. Well I technically have already enough on it but I was too lazy to go to the bank. So I will go in the next days to give that 250 euro back to my mum (which are also technicaly my brothers he provided us for renewing our pediment. That's expensive btw..around 1200Euro x_x)
I wonder when I will come home tomorrow. guess around 5pm. Maybe 4pm..depends if that statement in the letter from july with 3pm is trustworthy XD but have to get up at 4.30am >_< but if the school day is long...sucks..right ^^;

I miss my ”lover” :(