Montag, 3. Januar 2011

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Sorry guys, if you are de-friended anywhere by me lately it's not something personal at all. It's just that I am so annoyed by that shit lately that
I need to breathe. I am getting more and more annoyed by it everyday and can't stop showing my annoyance online regarding this topic, so I need to take this harsh step till It's getting better again.
I don't care anymore if you understand it or not but those who are the de-friended ones (not in lj cause lj is dead anyway) don't understand it anyway. No matter what I say it just turns out as blahblahblah and they are not able to understand it but you know I don't understand them either. It's not that I am attacking right now because I am butthurt but that's the main reason I show my annoyance. I simply can't understand how people all reach that one point and people like me are left behind coz neither I find those people attractive at all nor I like the music.
But you know in the last years I lost to appreciate humans in general. there are too many people around me who annoy me. I hate their...well...messy, serious or just strange personalities. But maybe I am the same? maybe people hate to bother me or chat with me coz they know I am annoyed by them anyway? Well I don't mind if they dont talk to me coz most of the time I really am annoyed. my life is stressful and will continue being stressful for the next 3 years..you know I am annoyed by having too less freetime or lets rather say freetime to sleep properly...but then I hav to set priorities...sleep or freetime...I usually go with the freetime

Anyway I am heading home in some minutes..for either 5 weeks or 7weeks don't know yet. Fucking school is waiting for me...eeew
so lets sum up..today i had work from 6.30am till 3.15pm my train goes at 5.24pm..I will be home at 7.41pm and tomorrow is school so I have to get up at 5am the latest. how nice...

Freitag, 31. Dezember 2010

Scrapbook 2010

だから You don't cry 
逢えない夜に凍えたら そっと瞳閉じて...
同じ瞬間を時代を過ごせる奇跡に 
少しだけ気付いてくれ




☆ 28th Dec 09☆ 19th February☆ 25th March
☆ 6th May 005 006
 
007 008 009




☆ since 9th Dec 09☆ since 13th Feb 10☆ since 23rd April 10




☆ since Autumn 06 ☆ since Summer 04




☆ I hope there will be one :(




☆ Siam Shade → アドレナリン
☆ 斉藤和義 → 後悔シャッフル
☆ Brian Mc Fadden → Just say so
☆ Rayflower → 裏切りのない世界まで
☆ DETROX - FLASHBACK
☆ FictionJunction - Parallel Hearts




☆ 斉藤和義 → 月が昇れば
☆ DETROX → DETROX IV



☆ヤマトナデシコ七変化



☆ 07-Ghost
☆ 純情ロマンチカ
☆ 07-GHOST
☆ Tegami Bachi
☆ Welcome to the NHK
☆ Pandora Hearts




Not really much I remember LOL

☆ Sleepy Hollow (again XD)
☆ House of Wax (again..by accident lol)
☆ EuroTrip
☆ Schule
☆ Sweeney Todd
☆ The Ring (again)
☆ some stupid horrormovie XD



☆ Burger Restaurant 3 (lol)
☆ Emily's delicious Tea Garden (even more lool)
☆ Genso Suikoden (again)
☆ Genso Suikoden 2 (again)




★ January
☆ Johnny's Countdown or rather...the Kanjani Ninja part...lol
☆ Hideki, Natin, kazuma radio talk <3<3
☆ Ryo's club visits + the pics lool
☆ Hideki's bday with pic <3<3


★ February
☆ Ryo's Chonmage Purin movie leading role announcement :D :D
☆ Yoko solo tour announcement :DDDDD
☆ Tamada in the Japan vs. China game *O* aah so happy..somehow I still fall for this man sometimes xD next is vs hongkong..and this time..Gooal please!
☆ finally the release date of Detrox new album was released! 24th March..aah so much looking forward to it XD
☆ without knowing hat the new ryo scans were new I thought: "is that from 2006?" the haircut makes him really look young again..but somehow I think he should cut it again a little bit xD
☆ Ohkura minor role in movie *____*
☆ Kanjani DVD announcement from countdown lives <3
☆ ordered the Kanjani dvd but felt shitty too XD <3


★ March
☆ I finally got my mixi account to stalk hideki's boring blog XD
☆ In your face! Hair-chan slapped Ryo yay!
☆ Ryo cut his hair again + glasses = nerd love
☆ Hideki with Glasses = カレセン萌え *_*
☆ New Detrox Album *__* FLASHBACK LOVE!
there must have been more in march..but I simply can't remember anything important xD


★ April
☆ Watched the Kanjani Dvd *_* or rather a rip XD gorgeous <333
☆ Kanjani Map started yay! Wonderful World *_*
☆ My Kanjani DVD arrived but didn't watch it yet! XD
☆ Didn't really take Subaru's car shrimp serious. Found it rather lolable XD
☆ Got addicted to 07-Ghost XD
☆ Listened to Wall of Soundz ..not too bad although I am not a fan of electro pop that much but hell ya..it's Brian after all and Brian rocks :D




★January
☆ Siam Shade → Why Not?
☆ Siam Shade → Life
☆ Siam Shade → Dear...
☆ Siam Shade → Love
☆ Siam Shade → Passion
☆ Siam Shade → No Control
☆ Siam Shade → Moon
☆ Siam Shade → アドレナリン
☆ Siam Shade → 大きな木の下で
☆ Siam Shade → 1/3の純情な感情
☆ Siam Shade → ブランコ
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → Snow White


★February
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → ローリングコースター


★March
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → It's not over yet ~終わりのない旅~
☆ 錦戸亮 → Ordinary
☆ Psycho le Cému → REMEMBRANCE


★April
☆ 錦戸亮 → Half Down
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → パズル
☆ 未来 → 声に...
☆ 横山裕&安田章大 → Kicyu
☆ 三兄弟 → オニギシ
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → サムライブルース
☆ 横山裕 → 413man