Dienstag, 15. Februar 2011

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 2

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words
  1. Siam Shade (I think it's the one thing I love the most xD sounds sad but I just love them too much)
  2. My family (even though they can be disturbing sometimes)
  3. Japanese (Though I think I won't ever be able to understand it perfectly XDD)
  4. Coffee (I can't explain but I drink it like water...but it has no effect on me anymore uhm XD)
  5. Translating (I don't know..it makes me feel happy after finishing another entry again. It's like I have done something I can be proud of) 
  6. Listening to Music (Especially to catchy and nostalgic music. Doesn't matter which genre when I have a memory with it..like right now..BAILAMOOOOOS XDDD
  7. Sleeping (well depends sometimes I dont want to sleep coz I consider it a waste...but well o.O)
  8. Watching and reading anime/manga/doramas o_o etc...though I am biased lately towards anime/manga
  9. Relaxing (coz the world is too busy..we need to chill more in life XD)
  10. Saving money. (I like to see how it grows and grows o.o)

Montag, 14. Februar 2011

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 1

Von Vanü geklaut XD

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

  1. I have a weird scar close to my calf. Well I have that one since I was a child but I everytime I see it I wonder when and why I got it. Seriously don't know.
  2. I have a hard obsession with beautiful japanese middle-aged vocalists (I don't need to give my personal two examples here? XD Well they are both 0-Types..which makes it even worse XD)
  3. My japanese is horrible. I just act as if I am could do it. Unfortunately people think I can..but I know it better.. o.o
  4. I love running around with only wearing one sock at home or none at all o.o
  5. I don't really know what it feels like to be lonely coz I like being alone and not getting bothered.
  6. I drink too much coffee and smoke too many cigarettes. I wonder if I can get rid of these drugs someday. Well at least getting rid of the cigarettes would be good.
  7. I can't imagine getting myself piercings or tattoos. I can't even wear earrings or necklaces anymore. When I was a child I wore earrings but actually imagining those again makes me feel all uneasy. o_O Though rings would be fine but I don't wear any. I am too simple..lol
  8. My teeth are my biggest foes.
  9. I used to play handball in a club many many years ago..for hmm 7 years.
  10. When I was a child I wanted to become a doctor XD Well at least I got myself a DOCTOR alike nick years later..*cough*

Sonntag, 13. Februar 2011

It's cold

..but sometimes I also have to let fresh air into my room.
It's probably just extremely cold because this idiot downstairs has opened the window too.
Feeling such fresh cold air on my skin...doesn't feel nice though..

Since I have started reading and watching a particular type of series again...I don't know why...but it makes me feel frustrated afterwards.
Actually, you should enjoy it...but somehow it has a totally different effect on me.
It's not like that I wonder if I go the right path in my life..or such questions..it's rather like..there is just one thing missing the whole world desires for anyway. But even so in my life it doesn't exist. It's not really frustrating me like that coz I wouldn't have time for a lover anyway but in all these series and blah..they always make it look like as if it was the ultimate...It's good enough for me to follow those fairytales but also those stories come to an end and then I don't have anything left except starting to read something new..while in my real world there is not even something similar to that. o__o
This makes me wonder if I had such an own fairy tale in RL I would stop reading other fairy tales. It's like an addiction..after finishing something you feel so empty you can't bear that it's over so you have to pick the next one.
Well well don't bother with that here..it's just stupid nonsense I am writing at 7am.

I think I am going to sleep now o.o

Freitag, 11. Februar 2011

今もこみ上げるのは 涙という名の愛しさ

I am so used to that voice..for some reason it feels weird...to imagine..
how I would think of this voice if I had another chance to hear it for the first time again.
That's because...I can't imagine what I thought in particular when I heard it for the first time.
I don't remember the moment either.
It seems so important to me right now..what I thought back then..coz I don't have the chance to experience it again.

It's like when you fall in love..you are excited..get to know this person more and more..different sides..but then you get used to it..think like you know everything. The love doesn't vanish but it feels like..there is nothing left anymore which surprises you. It's like..you know how the person will react in certain situations...but you are fine with that..you can't change it..but it doesn't bother you..coz you love the person the way he/she is.

Yes in fact, I have a serious and long very well going relationship with Hideki's voice. That's the point. lol
Actually I intended to stay serious and shut up about it..but it just sounds too absurd..so I couldn't. XD

This thoughts just came up when I listened to tomo yo. It felt like..well..a simple song with so much meaning and emotion inside. It made me think about some stuff..like that's actually the only song which is totally different..the pitch of his voice is different..it sounds gentler but also rougher..and deeper.
Oh well interesting what thoughts can come to my mind just by listening to one song.

Mittwoch, 9. Februar 2011

大阪レイニーブルース


1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
DIGITAL MASTER (Hideki)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
ZOMBOID (Dír en grey)  ..ooh lol stupid, invert, dull okay XDD

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
LOVESICK~You Don’t Know~ (SIAM SHADE)  oh yes! *__* XDD

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
極東より愛を込めて(Spread Love From the Far East) - BUCK-TICK ..which means I only like people from the far east? XDD

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
ギガマジメ我ファイト(GIGA MAJIME WAGA FIGHT) - 関ジャニ∞  ..so I guess good? XD though I am tired..lol

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
芽(sprout) - NICO touches the walls   Sprouting is my purpose? XD well gather experiences maybe

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
CLOWN LOVES SENORITA - BUCK-TICK   says it all huh? XD

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
RISK (SIAM SHADE)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
白の呪文 (white charm) - doa      I dont think my mum thinks that I am pure o.o

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
PARAISO - 錦戸亮 & ジミーMacky   new to me that I think of the paradise xD

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
CONTINUE - BUCK-TICK

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR EX BOY/GIRL/BEST FRIEND?
So bad boys (Hideki)   RIGHT HIDEKI!!!! they are all bad boys xDD because only hideki understands my feelings lool

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
FILTH (Dir en grey)   I almost..spilled my coffee when I read that xDDD

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
DREAM or TRUTH - BUCK-TICK  hell right you never know if its true or just a dream

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
錆びてきた(have become rusty) - NICO touches the walls   LOOL right xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Butterfly (和田光司)    yeees kouji wada knows what I feel too XD

WHAT WILL YOU DO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Pulse/AwakE (404 NOT FOUND)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
HURRY UP MODE (Buck-tick)   *lmao* XD

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
RAIN (SIAM SHADE) yeah rain is nice isnt it <__>

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Märchen - Sakurai Atsushi  yeah right sakurai. I am afraid of fairy tales xD

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
HOOLIGAN (DETROX)  yes didnt you know yet that I am one? XD

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
A silent letter - L'arc en ciel   (Yeah preferably my blood type card xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
TIME's (SIAM SHADE)   Time's loneliness~~~ yeah time is running fast isnt it..

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Bottom of the death valley (DIR EN GREY)  D: see the pattern lol

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
LOVE (SIAM SHADE)  yes love is regretable isnt it xD

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
DNA (Hideki)  my dna makes me love? well technically its probably the reason why I like laughing about things others dont xD

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
あなた(You) - L'arc en ciel   YES!!! YOUUU whoever is reading this xxDDD

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED
裏切りのない世界まで(Until there is a world without betrayal) - RAYFLOWER   this means I wont marry I guess? XDDD

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
My baby Japanese - BUCK-TICK  yes I am afraid of my own japanese xDDDD

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
蘭鋳(Ranchuu) - ムック  a ranchuu likes me? a goldfish? XD good to know

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
UMBRELLA - BUCK-TICK  true..I was always annoyed by my ugly umrellas

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Happy?  - SIAM SHADE    so i guess nothing hurts xDD

WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS ENTRY?
大阪レイニーブルース(Osaka Rainy Blues) - 関ジャニ∞  okay! ö_Ö