Mittwoch, 16. Mai 2012

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-16 / 17:47:15

2012-05-16 / 17:47:15
Title: Regarding the ticket pre-sale

Since there were requests for a presale, do it there.
【Date】5/19(Saturday) 11:00 ~ 5/23 (Wednesday) 11:00
【Location 】http://pia.jp/t/hideki-tsuika/

The Meguro live station was quite helpful to SIAM SHADE back then.
At the time when it wasn't in use, we did rehearsals there.
Well, I am not a crane but I have to return my gratitude (ongaeshi).
Well, I can't call it crane (tsuru) but I can call it slippery (tsuru tsuru),
right...?

Wonder if I will call it
IMAP IMAP extra live ~Tsuru tsuru no ongaeshi~ ...

Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu.

Bye!

original entry
~~~~~~~

Hideki tries to make a connection to the very famous fairtytale "tsuru no ongaeshi" (the crane's return of gratitude) But since he thinks the fairytale has a copyright he can't call the concert like that..so he adds just an additional tsuru which means slippery or smooth.

Sitting in the bus

Thinking how beautiful music from the past can be. Music from a different time of your life.
A time which you associate with awesome memories you already have forgotten about.
Of course it's also connected with bad memories from time to time but I get why music is the key to the heart of old old people who are demented.

Sometimes only memories of the old times come back thanks to music.
But I wonder what I would connect with the music I listen to when I am old. Will I get aggressive?

Well who knows.
I probably won't even notice.

But it's probably a reason why I like listening to stuff from my childhood. If you had a rather peaceful childhood compared to what you have now, it's only logical to listen to it once in a while, isn't it?

Dienstag, 15. Mai 2012

Not in the mood and

I also don't have enough time to waste it with such stuff.
I don't have time to write down about other people's life, so I won't translate for a while..(well tomorrow my mood could be different again) but you know...
Indeed I am a very difficult person. I am not able to control my mind in times like these..in times when I rarely get sleep..in times when I am more on the road, than feeling home anywhere.
I am not even able to talk to my family friendly when I am feeling all tired and burned out.
It's the people around me suffering as well. They become part of my own suffering although I am trying hard to keep them out. I am trying to avoid having much contact to them although we are living in the same house.
But so that also means I need to get rid of stuff which makes my life even tougher.
There is no reason to force myself, if I am not needed.
I don't need you...I just thought I do. I always did....for many years...in fact all you do is making me sick. Yes making me sick since those days. I am so often angry at you..
It's not like I hate you. But you are like toxic. Toxic which seems harmless at first but then kills you slowly....
I can't...I don't want to. As I said before, when people don't allow me to express my opinions and feelings I won't continue doing it.
It's eating so much time to express the words I want to say..and then if it includes content people don't want to see it's like I wasted time for nothing. I don't have time and energy for that.
It's a lie if I said I do it for myself. I don't. But it's also a lie if I continue doing it, although I know it doesn't mean anything to you.
And no I don't talk about anyone of you here.

All returns to nothing, so there is no reason to spend my life wasting it with something which will never bear fruits. or let's rather say..never bear fruits again.
It's a closed story without a happy ending..but it's over.
So I should also start thinking of it as OVER.

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-15 / 08:37:27

2012-05-15 / 08:37:27
Title: 2012/6/7 (Thursday) IMAP IMAP」extra live

Good morning everyone.
On 2012/6/7 (Thursday) I am going to do an additional "IMAP IMAP" live。

* TIME
2012/6/7 (Thursay)

* LOCATION
Meguro THE LIVE STATION
http://www.livestation.co.jp/

* OPEN / START
18:30 / 19:00

* TICKET
4,500 Yen (1 Drink 500yen extra)
normal sale at the ticket agency starting on 2012/5/26  (Saturday)


original entry

Montag, 14. Mai 2012

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-14 / 08:53:35

2012-05-14 / 08:53:35
Title: Morning.

A DVD.....
is 100% impossible this time.
I am sorry.
But I put that wish/request on my mind.
A DVD is okay, but in the near future I want to do solo concerts in the whole country.
Also have plans regarding supporting members for those concerts,
but I won't be able to do it every month like I did so far, because
the responsibility I have to take by myself becomes bigger.
Instead, I am going to face that "one shot" strongly.
Well, today is monday, so today for sure! Have a good day!! Is it OK like this?
Not yesterday but today, not tomorrow but today!!
Feeling pain is just like an approach to something enjoyable!!
There is no time for a break, but
don't wait for your chance, just start it over!!
Go ahead, without shrinking in yourself!!
Bye! 


original entry

Sonntag, 13. Mai 2012

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-13 / 12:26:27

2012-05-13 / 12:26:27
Title:  6/2 Kinema Club - SOLD OUT!!

6/2 KINEMA CLUB - IS SOLD OUT THANK YOU!!

I am really happy!!
Thank you!!
Leave the rest to me!!
I am going to give you an awesome evening!!
I love you.

I am sorry that it is only Tokyo this time.
I am going to give my best, that also those who want to see me but live far away
can can go to a concert which is close to them.
Yoroshiku.

I am going to UPload the LIVE, when I can!! [1]

Hideki

original entry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[1] Live situation/appearance...so probably only a part of it so that we get a feeling how awesome the concert was? xD

Also something personally. I won't be able to translate the next entries which he will write till tuesday because I won't be home. So the next update will probably be on Tuesday evening. Sorry to  those few people reading this :(

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-13 / 09:12:27

2012-05-13 / 09:12:27
Title: Morning!

The lyrics got properly into my head
The songs are my own ones but even so they feel extremely new and fresh to me because I didn't sing them in a long time.
Also my natural foe becomes my friend this time.
Alright, I still have a lot to do, so this it it
for now!!
I wish you all have a nice energetic day!!
Bye!

[added part]
Today is Sunday!! I am sorry.
Also seems like I made misunderstandings come up,
But the songs in my head are songs I am going to sing at the live.
As for new compositions,
I am going to write them down after I have learnt the songs for the live by heart!!
I am also going to try to do something special at this concert!!
It will definitely be crazily nostalgic
and heat up the hall!!
You can look forward to it!!
Okay, have a nice day off!!


Bye
[/added]

original entry

Samstag, 12. Mai 2012

いつかまた栄喜に会えるの?

んー(T_T)
栄喜のライヴを見に行けないということがフラストレーションになる.....
それに、この人生でもう二度と会えないのが心配....
情けないね....
でもね、今はこの夢しかない....

一度失ってしまったものは、二度と戻ることはないって...分かってるが
一度会ったあたたかい者にも、二度と会えないかな?

もう~~っ!!(TωT)

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough

[Hideki's ameblo} 2012-05-12 / 22:57:27

2012-05-12 / 22:57:27
Title: Morning!!

After waking up, I was checking the ticket site and was like Woaaaaah that's not the number of tickets isn't it!!
Only 15 tickets left till SOLD OUT!!!
This? NO WAY!! Is it the play where I have to wait for a command?? Or is a play where I am ignored?
Unfortunately I am not M at all!!
Uuh!! I can definitely contain this attack!!!
I guess I will buy the remaining tickets by myself (laughs)
For my dad, my mum...it's useless there are only 3 people in the Imamura Family!!
We have many cats but they will be scared by the loud sound
and also they will hate me, so that's a no go!!
Alright!! I have made a decision!!
I am going to raise myself up to my full height and then I am going to do a count down ❤
I am really serious here!
Because among the extremely sadistics I am the super extremely sadistic Raoh, yoroshiku!
Eh? What the hell I am saying?
No way! Am I seduced by the play??
Alright, tonight I will do it as well!!
Good night everyone!!
I am going to appear in the dreams of the people who don't have a ticket yet as the yellow ranger and will persuade you to buy them!!
Take care!!
Bye!!

original entry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hideki is such a sadist? Eh...well he's only happy I guess XD

[Hideki's ameblo} 2012-05-12 / 09:33:25

2012-05-12  / 09:33:25
Title: For those who missed their chance to get a ticket in the presale.

Good morning.
Forgot to say something important.
Today at 10am the normal sale for the tickets will start.
There are only a few left for those who missed their chance to get their ticket in the presale,
so try to get yours in time.
We will meet in the Kinema club on 2nd June (Saturday).

Bye!

original entry
------------
ticket buying and concert details blahblah (I wont translate this because its not useful for us at all _-_)

Freitag, 11. Mai 2012

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-11 / 23:00:55

2012-05-11 / 23:00:55
Title: Morning.

Aah- I slept a lot!
Slept at ease and in fact I won't change my rhythm between day and night because I am Dracula !!
I am reading everyone's messages carefully.
There is no need for all of you to be worried.
In fact I am thinking about everything super positive.
I didn't care for such things like being popular back then in SIAM SHADE,
but instead I really admired men who are doing music manly and single-minded
like WUCHY and Youth-K.
Exactly that's why I have started the fanclub undergrounder,
and did music together with K-A-Z-kun in the underground.
I tried it out and what I thought is, it was really enjoyable,
I realized that, what I am doing there is pretty awesome,
so I definitely want to do it again someday.
Because of DETROX, my longing changed to become reality.
Putting it simply, I have got to know about light and shadow.
And so I have finally come to settle my situation as a musician.
(I am a little bit anxious about it, please never think I am like Yamashita Kiyoshi)
So, after I have come to know both sides, it feels like I have  reached the real startline
after asking myself in which direction I should run.
Also, It's the best time for it, now in the present.
Do you understand me?
Yes! That was the lesson for today.

Bye!

original entry